Me too, still too painful, too unsettling. Been jumpy and paranoid all week. Had a pain in my stomach and a tightness in my chest. On the 11th I watched a special on the construction of the new building instead. That helped to see that. When the construction on that is finally done, I'm going to just go there by myself on a quiet day and go to the top and sit and have a good cry and maybe tell myself its time to move on.